Since Sunday I have been in New York, looking after children and socialising with staff. So I feel like I've taken a huge step backwards. Possibly in my weight, but also possibly in my ethos.
So on Day 45, I got up at 3am. I had a banana then to kick off my metabolism. My flight wasn't until 8.30 so for breakfast I had a yoghurt with fruit around 7.30am. Then we had airplane food, which was a small mixed grill and an orange juice. Certainly small portions and I didn't eat much anyway. Once off the flight, we eventually got to the hostel and I was starving. I picked up a bottle of water and a packet of Cheetos.
We weren't eating until 8pm, unfortunately quite late, and we were drinking too. I had a peroni and I had the lightest thing on TGI's menu: chicken with salad and tortellini. Really yummy, and 800 calories. I had water for the rest of the evening.
Day 46 and I went to breakfast with everyone and had green tea and eggs Benedict. Really yummy, filling and fairly healthy. But in the evening, I had a few vodka and cokes with the other staff.
We then went to the Empire State Building, and we had dinner in an Irish pub. I had two cocktails, and a nacho salad. Again I was very aware of what I was eating and I thought I did well today. We also walked miles every day, which made me worry a little less. I had vodka again this evening, but everywhere else I had water.
Today I went to the same breakfast place but I wanted to try something authentic, so I had a waffle with bacon and syrup. Amazing!!! Calorific, I know, but I had to try it while I was there. Again green tea, to make me feel less guilty!! We went to the natural history museum, where I didn't have any lunch but I had a diet coke. Then we walked through Central Park to the Rockefeller, For dinner we went to bills burger bar at the Rockefeller, and I had a burger with sweet potato fries.
I know by this point I wasn't being healthy at all, but I was still trying to take in minimum calories by skipping food or balancing it out with water or green tea.
I skipped the nice breakfast place today and instead picked up a granola yoghurt from the shop. This made me feel good!
today we walked to the piers for a cruise in the morning, where I shared a pretzel, and drank water. For lunch we went to grand central and I had water and a slice of pizza. Then for dinner, we all went to a restaurant together for a set meal. We had salad, a cocktail, nachos, chicken and some fries. I didn't eat too much, just some of everything! I skipped dessert.
The last day in NYC! Today, I had eggs Benedict again for breakfast with green tea. Then we packed up and headed to MoMA and on to 5th avenue, where I stopped for lunch in Starbucks for a panini and green tea.
We then went on to the airport that evening and before we took off I had a hot dog and fries, with water.
A few hours later on the flight I had a couple of gins to get me to sleep, and a very small portion of chicken curry with rice.
We landed today at 8am, and i got back to Hertfordshire by about 10am. I skipped breakfast, and went straight to visit my new house!! Unfortunately no food in the house so we did shopping, and skipped lunch too.
By about 3pm we shared some nachos, and around 7pm I had chicken fajitas.
Today is the last day of my non-diet week!! It didn't intend to be like that, and I did try hard, at times, to eat or drink healthily. However, I really did want to experience American food while I was there: I feel that I would be very unfair not to allow myself to have life experiences at the same time.
I did take a sneaky peek at the weighing scales this morning and I think I have put on 4lbs. However, with the change in time and body clock, I think I need to give myself a couple of days to stabilise.
Today I haven't been the healthiest!!! I started off with baked beans, one slice of bacon, 1 slice of whole meal bread and 3 sausages (cooked on George Foreman grill). I skipped lunch but had mini eggs! And tonight I'll be eating late and having a curry!! But I have been drinking green tea today, and will try to be healthier tomorrow. It's difficult when you've started bad habits again. I need to kick them all back into shape!!
I'm going to weigh in on Monday morning, in 2 days, to sort myself out once more!

















Well this week was unsuccessful in healthy eating. Although I did manage to eat at a reasonable time each night, and ate breakfast, I'm not eating lunch properly. Barely an apple throughout the day. And not enough water.

